Powerless

I had a series of panic attacks at school today, I don't know how many I actually had it just seemed to go on forever. My mum came to pick me up because I tried going to my drama lesson but I couldn't stay so there was no point in me staying in school all day sat in the medical room have panic attack after panic attack. The lady in medical tried telling me that I was in control and that it had no power over me but that's not true, I can't control it.