I don't want to go back to school

I don't want to go back to school. I don't think that I will get my A levels and even if I somehow manage to get ok grades, it won't be enough for me to go to uni so I will have to do a foundation degree at either college or uni before starting my uni course and I know that if I have to go to college I will give up, it would be such a massive set back for me.

School's shit now anyway I'm falling behind because i'm not really there, in person I turn up and I do everything I have to do but i'm not taking anything in I feel like i'm on autopilot all the time, just floating through life and not feeling anything.